I was just laying in bed. Thinking about suicide just like a pastime. Suddently, i realized ive been doing this for almost half an hour. That was insane. I started to speak out loud, and i finished with this " I will win when i stop fighting" and then i add "and let my self flow", and then add " i wont be easy". I Keep on with this chat. "I wont be easy to see a life filled with facilities and great things and stop perceiving it like a jungle filled with traps and dificulties". Then i conclude. It was very nice to talk to myself out loud, ive never done it before: I WONT BE EASY TO SEE LIFE IN THE CORRECT AND EASY WAY BECAUSE IM A CHRONIC PROCRASTINATOR AND A LIVING CONCEIVED LIKE A HELL IS A GREAT EXCUSE TO PROCRASTINATE.
Well kid, dont suicide, just stop procrastination. And i discover this site.
Im from Spain, so sorry for the grammar and orthography. I just jump out of the bed and find this place. Thanks to Laura or whoever run it, and hello to everyone. Lets bit this bloody disease. I guess now im not alone.
Well kid, dont suicide, just stop procrastination. And i discover this site.
Im from Spain, so sorry for the grammar and orthography. I just jump out of the bed and find this place. Thanks to Laura or whoever run it, and hello to everyone. Lets bit this bloody disease. I guess now im not alone.
